Today is the 11th September 2009 . Just wanna say my heart still goes out to all the people affected by the September 11th's huge incident . So yeah, just to remember that .

Then, umm, not really in the mood to blog much about Shirley's birthday celebration right now, because well, something just made me feel very lifeless . I brought this upon myself, so i'm gonna take it .

You know, sometimes, when you write in your diary, you have so many happy stuffs that you just wanna share with your friends, yeah . That's why i got this online diary, but there're also times when some bad things happen and you wanna say it out, off your chest and you can't because it's too private .

Written diary is still the best .

My lower back hurts from every move i make, i'm not sure if it's from the one and only hour of bowling on Wednesday, or what . Perhaps i'm already carrying a stone in my kidney because my mom has the history . And it's just very disturbing, because i feel it every now and then . My left eye got a germ attack from contact lens and the whole night my left eye was tearing non stop . Couldn't even get to sleep proper because i kept on waking up .

Looks like someone wants the leopard to change its spots . And so the leopard tried to cut off her skin so the spots clear .

Sick of life .